entry ^^

i've decided to blog smth tt makes sense. LOL i wont blog abt where i go what i do and who i met, i'll jus summarized all those :)

oh ya, i share bet with stepfan on italy.. i hope we can win, so we can have some spare cash to spend on da stuffs we want x) my classmates take germany le, kinda worried if i lose. den my money will be a waste :( bt nvm cos betting is wrong from da beginning. i wanna play mahjong!

i went through many ppl's blog, and half of them kena "blog attack". since u dun like da person, y do u still wna read her blog and make unpleasant comments? liddat den da person u hate will die meh? liddat makes u shiok meh? u dun like da person, u still wna know abt da person's life, jus like u dun like shyt, bt u still wanna eat shyt. hahahahaha. i read it from serene's blog, and this phrase keep appearing in my mind when ppl kena "blog attack".

tmr's my 17th birthday. although i dun have da mood to celebrate this year, bt im still happy cos there's oni 1 more yr to 18. i so wanna be 18. i cant wait. hahaha. im gonna celebrate my 18th birthday. i wont open BBQ or chalet, cos its very ma fan. i might consider if someone sponsor me. LOL. maybe stepfan and me might consider opening a BBQ+chalet next yr, cos our birthday are oni 6 days apart. LOL. he intend to give me a surprise this yr by opening it, but well, some problems.. bt its alright nw :) oh ya, i love presents, do give me okay? =P

i like green. and black. they are good colours. some ppl will tink green is ugly and black is for gothic, bt i tink they are nice colours.

im gonna save lots of cash. after buying 3 items which i wanted, im gonna save all my winnings and allowance. till de end of yr, im gonna go shopping!!!! haha, provided i feel i can pass O's with great results lah.

talking abt O's, i feel scared. really. i don wanna retake. its like i go sec 5 cos of da o level cert, bt in de end i fail like shyt. sad lor. a piece of paper really mean a lot man. study so hard jus for a piece of paper that tells me my future. sigh* mux study very hard!!! ahhh!!!

i've gt A1 for my CCA. im considering going JC bah, cos i dowan to waste my CCA pts. bt i wanna go temasek JC, cos i can walk there. haha.

i like the lacoste perfume that he gave me. although i seldom wear perfume, bt occasionally i do wear them cos im afraid that it will evaporate. its packaging is nice also. hehe. i haven use finish da fcuk perfume that he gave me last 2 yrs. haha. i shall keep it :)

i wanna be a chef cos i like cooking, bt someone has to do the wash ups for me. i hate to wash dishes. i wanna buy a dish washer so i dun nid to wash bowls =x i've dreamt of opening a cafe where i can cook for ppl, bt i tink its just boring. what if ppl dowan come to my cafe? that would be a loss. haha. maybe i'll be a good female chef and ppl would hire me to their 5 stars restaurant to cook =D

i also want to be a hairstylist, cos i have the interest in learnin abt it. i see on tv how they master the skills of a professional hairstylist, and sometimes if u have the talent, within 1 yr u can be good. sometimes it takes up to 10 yrs. i dowan to be a old woman cutting hair for youngsters at a salon at that time. hahahaha. bt now, i wanna be a business woman, maybe a lawyer :) im a career woman type, i wanna work, i dowan to be a housewife. my husband cleans up the house while i do the cooking, that would be good. haha. and he washes the dishes for me. hahahaha. but i wan my husband to work and bring in some income mah. haha. oh why am i talkin abt these? LOL. dreams.

i have many slippers, i mean the flip flops kinds. i have 20+ different kinds of shoes. casual, simple, for outings, i have them all. haha. i like buying shoes, and he always complain whenever i stop and take a look at shoes. i fancy shoes more than clothes. haha. i haven master the skill of walking with heels yet. i can still walk bt oni short distance. LOL. and i haven wear some of my new shoes yet, and some i oni wear once, cos they give me blisters.

shall stop already. nidda watch tv :) italy please win. god bless.

*can my heart, that has been hurt thoroughly, still continue to love you?
*you only leave saddness to me that doesnt go away if u continue to love me.
*i want to awake the love that has been deserted. can it be done?
*sometimes, i wish someone out there will find me.